Monster Side lyrics

I am young but a fool
I am stupid but i'm cool
I am kind but i'm weak
I can turn the other cheek
All i wanted was to find a friend


I just can't hide my monster side
I can't control the loss i feel
The loss i feel


If i had another chance
I would peacefully advance
But as i'm fated to be here
Resigned and ridden by my fear
I should love my self but my vanity
Loves someone else


I am the best there is
Until all there is
Is hot air
Unfulfilled i take it out on you
Because you care
And because i love you
I expect you to be there


I just can't hide my monster side
I can't control the loss i feel
The loss i feel