The Mother In Me lyrics

Caught in a world that's plagued by something they called love.
A paradigm of illness is the beast i have become.
The sights that i have seen could nearly bring me to my knees.
I've seen exactly what it is i never want to be,
But i keep it deep inside myself.
It's within me.
Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me.
Last night i had the misfortune to see it all first hand.
"evacuate the premises" was the innate first command.
What drives the need for all of this?
And will i ever understand?
Has someone failed to tell me of this master plan?
But i keep it deep inside myself.
It's within me.
Keep it deep within yourself and sink with me.