44 Caliber Love Letter lyrics

Sifting through weathered photo albums.
Looking for gloriously aged polaroids of places
you've never been.
A place to accept you don't exist
Smile for the camera sweet heart
I really want to immortalize this moment
Just remember the first step in forgetting
Is destroying all the evidence
With friends like you who needs subext
This is a 44 caliber love letter straight from my heart
Deal with it

Back up lyrics:
Doesn't really make a difference
This is the way I broke/
Would it really make a difference?
Would I hang on the beach in perfect black
then hide?!/
From through this shallow shell that once
held me so tight, I couldn't breathe/
Cry it...UP...WITH ME
What? Boring you?/
Straight from my heart